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1/30/2015

So Long, Farewell

Due to several reasons (which I won't get into too much now), today was the end of an era.

Today, the twins had their last day Children's Respite Care Center. They have gone there for almost 5 years, every day. 5 years. They have in so many ways grown up there.




We shared our 1st birthday here...

 We got loved on here...

We practiced standing here...

We learned about books here...

We started to love art here...

We played dress-up with friends here...

We played here...

We made first best friends here...

We were serious and goofy here...

We had our first field trip here...

We had special snacks here...

We had teddy bear picnics here...


We laughed and smiled here...



Dear CRCC,
You have played such a huge role in our lives. You were the answer to questions when they were so young and still so very tiny. You loved them, cheered them on and rooted for them - and did the exact same thing for me. You listened, helped, problem solved, and cared for them. You helped them learn to crawl, walk, talk and eat...and do so better than they ever were supposed to. They have excelled and you helped steer them. 

You nursed them when they were so tiny, through so many procedures, hospital stays, ER visits, and new medicines and diagnoses and helped make them well again. And every time you helped heal them, you unknowingly helped heal me too. 

You,all of you,  are a sweet, caring, happy place for us and you will always be. I don't know how you being to thank someone or explain how grateful you are when they take such wonderful care of you and your children. All of you are like our family. Thank you will never be enough. 

Until we come back to visit....
Amy





When we focus on our gratitude, the tide of love rushes in.
-Kristin Armstrong


11/12/2014

Life As We Know It

The past month has been a complete whirlwind. Between the twins' birthday, Payton starting treatment, Halloween and day-to-day life, things have been a little more than average crazy.

Thanks to a really beyond wonderful fall, we were able to spend a lot of time, up until the past couple days, outside and enjoying the sunshine.


We spent one afternoon at the zoo with out cousins. And as has been so many traditions, they had their picture taken on the lion statues near the front.

 
There have been a few happy days after school with a piece of Halloween candy.
 
We've hit the closest Scooters. Coffee for me - seriously you can't go wrong with a white chocolate mocha - and muffins for them.
 
 
Payton is doing fine after her treatment. We are going to Children's twice a week for blood draws and monitoring where she marches around like she owns the place. I'm pretty sure I only go because she can't see over the steering wheel to drive herself.  We finally finished a month of steroids this week - YAY!!! Last week she did get a platelet transfusion because her counts were so low. Her blood counts had held steady for a while but have started to drop off again. We added daily Neupogen injections which we are doing at home. She is doing really well with her picc line. She will continue to be monitored for the next couple months to see if her body wakes up and starts doing what it's supposed to. If not, we'll discuss options and see where we go next. But for now, it's a wait and see.
 



 
 
And, for a minute when it was about mom....
I put on my gear, including my necklace with my two P charms for the twins, and ran my first half marathon in Lincoln. It was amazing. Almost better, was Payton asking if when she gets her "tube" out (picc line) if she can run the finish with me sometime. She also wanted to wear my headband and finishers medal when I got home.
 
 


10/22/2014

9 days and one treatment done

Last Monday Payton and I checked in to Children's Hospital for what would be a very long 9 days.


Monday night was spent getting settled and prepped for everything that was coming Tuesday. The worst part of our night was the 6 attempts it took to get her IV started. This led to her asking every single person for the next 8 days getting asked by her "what are you going to do to me?"

Tuesday started early with getting platelets to prepare her for getting her picc line. Thank goodness for Madeline, a nursing student, who painted her nails and hung out with us all day. she was even able to go with Payton to the operating room when it was time to do her picc line.  It took them a few tries to get the line just right and placed. She was pretty happy it meant her IV could come out, but she was really loopy for a while when she was done.



Tuesday afternoon as we started running her infusion medicine, they were on the lookout for any kind of reaction and they weren't disappointed. Payton had a hard time tolerating the medicine at the full rate they wanted to run it at. She broke out in some monster hives that started on her face and rolled all the way down before they were done. We had to take a break, slow it down and take a few rounds of Benadryl and hydrocortisone to get it under control. (There were them at a good moment as they started coming out).



We spend a lot of time trying to waste time. Painting, playing, eating pancakes....






After her initial reaction, she did really well and tolerated things with all the medicine. She was a favorite with the nurses as she was quickly scanning her own meds, running the machines, etc. Payton is really a good patient, if you can get past the occasional flare up of attitude from the steroids she's on.

Sunday afternoon got a little long and she quickly was having IV pole races in the hallway with her neighbor, who ironically was named Parker and is also 5. We got to be buddies with him and his parents and they were quickly making the nurses a little nuts.

Monday afternoon and evening they decided to give her blood and more platelets to top her off before sending her home. She took a good nap while we waited around.


When she woke up we got a special visit from the UNO hockey team. We even got a picture with them and her new friend Parker. They brought goodie bags, signed posters, and even tickets to a game in a few weeks. So cool!

After dinner, Molly came to see her to make a special tutu. It was totally a hit. She wants to make them for all the nurses and take them back there (thank you Molly!!!). After Molly left, we took the tutu out for a test spin around the floor.



Tuesday morning we got the official ok that we could go home after some final stuff was arranged. We'd be out shortly after lunch time. After getting blood, platelets, eating dinner and getting some sleep, she was in overdrive. We spent two hours lapping the 6th floor. When the doctor showed up and asked how she was doing she told him "I've been doing this for hours. What do you think?!?!". Thank goodness for a doctor with a sense of humor!

We were able to go down to a special carnival they had in the lobby while we waited for final supplies and orders. It was a life saver at helping fill in some time while we waited, since she knew she was getting to leave soon.




 
Shortly after lunch, I'd done my education with homecare, we had all her scripts and we were ready to roll. After 9 days we were breaking out of there.
 
As we were leaving, she told me the sunshine felt so good and all she wanted to do was go to the library. The first thing we did when we got home was to take a bath so she could be clean and wash off a weeks worth of hospital stuff. She's fine to leave the picc line out, but some friends from my work let me borrow some Edema Wear. It's soft, woven, flexible and acts as a good sleeve to protect it so she doesn't catch it on anything. She was a little nervous about her "tube" in her arm, but then we talked about how now her and Parker have special tubes, and some of her friends at school have tubes, she's ok with it now. That and it means no more pokes for now on a regular basis.


We go back to the doctor on Friday. We'll resume twice weekly labs for the duration. She's on 3 more weeks of steroids - heaven help me. It is a wait and see game at this point it this therapy triggers her body to do what it's supposed to do or we move on to another step.

For all the cups of better coffee, messages, tutus, boxes of sunshine, balloons, and turns sitting with her so that I could step away......thank you.

To Kylie, Danielle, Lynn, Lynette, Kerry, Jess and all the other amazing nurses who take care of both of us for 9 days.....thank you will never be enough. You are now included in a list of nurses who will forever be in our hearts.